Borderline
Personality Disorder Life Stories
26 year old female
struggling with grief and
negative home environment
struggling with life and death as we speak...am 26 year old
female...i was recently diagnosed with borderline....and as i read
these stories.......i can relate to these feelings....the rage, the
hurt, the pain, etc........Feeling no one understands me.......i have
no family......and 9 months ago I ended a relationship with a man..i
thought wanted to marry me ....we were together almost 6 years....he
would constantly make up excuses....finish college....then we’ll
live together..he complained about my job, my friends, basically me. i
could go on and---my depression had hit me months before i had
initially broke up with him........crying all the time, couldn’t
concentrate in school, stopped caring about life in general......i
went from a 3.83 g.p.a.----to barely passing.....i walked my self in
the E.ROOM....after seeking advice from a friends mom......oh ya and
drinking varnish remover the week before......since have been
hospitalized to a respite program...then sectioned twelved to a psyche
unit. then back to the respite program....i have since been struggling
3 months with life now......this is going on my 7th day of being out
of the hospital environment.. which i absolutely hated other than the
meds i am on now-----which eventually will be changed because of this
disorder...i am living in a not so good situation with three others
(roommates)....who yes party a lot.....am still out of work barely
making it by financially....still sad, depressed, and
lonely.....that’s all i would like to share for now.....hopefully
will be able to write back soon....when i can handle these emotions
better.....thank you for the opportunity to let me share...i actually
have to call to check in with crisis team at this moment---that i am
still involved with...if not they will be out looking for me....until
the dbt program they would like to get me in (3-4 weeks)....i still
don’t feel 100% safe....pretending to the few friends i have left at
this point.....trying to function day by day....it sucks to feel this
way....thank you......for letting me vent....."The Ventor"
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