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Q. I am a 23 yr old female recently diagnosed with major depression
and borderline personality disorder. I've never self mutilated, nor am
I violent. I find it very difficult to express dislike or anger, and I
am sure I'm anorexic. As a child, I had "night terrors"
(intense, vocal nightmares), and became oppositional and moody. In
adolescence, I experienced extreme social anxiety (perfectionism). My
friends and family are aware of this and are doing their best to help.
I've read about BPD and I'd like to know how it affects anxiety
specifically. I have frequent panic attacks; I'm overwhelmed in groups
and crowds. I've also given up on college, for now, because, although
my GPA was good, I could not relax. There is so much I want to do with
my life yet my anxiety overrides my plans. I am not
obsessive-compulsive. I am tired of worrying, and even more fed up
with worrying the people who love me. I am taking Paxil 20 mg once a
day and Trazodone 50 mg once at night (for one month now). Are my
problems consistent with BPD? For as long as I've been aware, I've
given my energy to controlling myself yet I think all I've done is
turn this disorder loose on myself. How do I relinquish control, keep
a steady job, and deal with all this? I am not as concerned with why I
am this way-- I want to know how to do something about it.
A. Thank you for your recent inquiry regarding anxiety and borderline personality disorder. Your description appears much more consistent with an Axis I anxiety disorder than an Axis II personality disorder. While the two can co-occur, the dominant symptoms that you described sound to be more anxiety-based than interpersonal in nature. Therefore, it would seem to fit that you would concentrate your treatment efforts on alleviating the anxiety via medication and therapy. Visit MH Matters for information and articles. Get help to find a therapist or list your practice; and Psych Forums for message boards on a variety of MH topics. Sponsors: Aphrodite's Love Poetry ¦ Make Money on the Internet |